Well Today we were supposed to go to church but, my mom went back to sleep we are also supposed to go shopping today but my mom said we can't so today, my friends, i will be sitting at home watching MTV or maybe Nickelodeon or maybe Fuse or maybe Game Show Network or maybe a movie. I don't know but i will be watching waiting for something interesting to happen

Crystal

ps.If you have suggestions on what i should do today please leave them for me

Hey all yall

My mom made a scene today at Ross, in the bra section. Everyone was staring, EVERYONE. This one lady was like shhhhh!! and she kept yelling so I ran out of the store. Everybody was staring at me and giving me looks of sympathy b/c my mom was yelling i was like y the heck do i need sympathy this is a every freakin day thing and i HATE it i hate it all.

crystal

So earlier I said i was having a bad day well i was and now it is better i mean i don't know why i mean everyone still ignored me but then i don't know i now feel at peace.

:::Edit:::: A couple of minutes after writing this i got this email

There was once this teenage girl Maia, about 14 she was one of the least popular girls in school, she sat on the toilet at lunchtimes crying, starving herself. The girl lived with her single mother, who when not working was drunk and abusive. The girl felt so alone. She decided to end it. At lunchtime one week, she turned on all the taps and cut herself with a knife. Later a boy, Darren who secretly liked Maia walked past the toilets. Saw the bloody water seeping out the door. He walked in, the whole school heard him scream. This is the love that you dont get This is the promise binded for life This is the a smile from those new met This is the sorrow of Maia's knife Ever felt like no one notices you? Like you are all alone? Crystal

It feels like everything is going wrong........again

I try to be happy but it is really not working. I just feel like sleeping the day away in my bed dreaming of a happier me, i cry for no reason and no, it isn't that time and i worry to much *sigh* I just don't know............. : (

crystal

Yeah......The fourth.....That was great.....NOT!

Yeah it was freakin awesom for the fact of me and morgan's 2 year anniversery. But me and my mom got in a really bad fight b/c actually i don't know why but oh well it really doesn't matter. It happens all the freaking time!

Anyways, I love nikki she is so cool (even though  she talks to posters of green day) lol i am serious

Crystal